tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88736955034314032272024-03-13T01:09:43.089-04:00She Said PopI'm livin' the dream...but for how long?Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.comBlogger313125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-41172357975626644352013-09-08T22:20:00.000-04:002013-09-08T22:20:03.591-04:00A Swiss Chalet Adventure.Last week, my friend Gerdie posted this photo on her Facebook profile with the caption "classy!"<br />
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...To which I commented, <span style="background-color: white; font-family: inherit;">"<span style="line-height: 14px;">Using a straw IS classy. I usually drink the leftover sauce directly out of the container."</span></span></div>
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Gerdie said "Pics or it doesn't happen."*<br />
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I said "buy me dinner and I'll give you the live show."<br />
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She said, "Only if cameras are involved."<br />
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And so we negotiated that Gerdie would feed me Swiss Chalet in exchange for being allowed to take photos and/or video of me drinking my leftover sauce. Sweet deal.<br />
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We went for that dinner a couple of nights ago. As we sat on a bench in the foyer and waited for a table, some little kid, maybe six or seven years old, openly gawked at me. I gave him a questioning look and he grinned at me and said "I like your hair." <i>D'awwww.</i><br />
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A few minutes later, the kid's family sat on the bench, too, and the kid ended up next to me. He kept side-hugging me and nuzzling his head into my shoulder until his mom noticed and surreptitiously made him stop. Awwwww yeah. My mohawk brings <i>all</i> the boys to the yard. I would shear you, but I'd have to charge.<br />
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Anyhoo, dinner was prompt and reliably tasty, as usual (Swiss Chalet consistently finds the most attentive, awesome servers <i>ever</i>. I don't know how they do it). <br />
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After we'd finished our entrées I craved something sweet, and dug through my knapsack in search of the chocolate bar I knew I had in there. Except I couldn't find it and I saw from Gerdie's face that she'd stolen it off me at some point.<br />
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"Where's the chocolate?!" I demanded.<br />
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Gerdie said "I'll only give it to you if you ask in Klingon."<br />
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I am perfectly aware that "where do you keep the chocolate?" is indeed a phrase you can say in Klingon - many of my friends have told me this. But I'd never memorized how to actually say it. So I tried to bluff by making a series of random guttural noises.<br />
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Gerdie responded by giving me a quizzical look and lifting up her shirt.<br />
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I was all, "Wow. I had no idea 'where do you keep the chocolate' sounded so similar in Klingon to 'TITS OR GTFO.'" You learn something new every day.<br />
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After I finally got my paws on some of that chocolate, it was time for the main event: The Drinking of the Leftover Sauce. At first, I went to drink it like I usually do.<br />
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Gerdie stopped me and insisted I drink the sauce with a straw, instead. And she took a video of it so y'all can <i>see</i> the sauce level drop - thus proving that I really am drinking it. I have to say, though, I think Swiss Chalet has made their sauce spicier recently or something...it kinda burned my throat and it was difficult to get through it without coughing.<br />
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Here, with no further ado, is the video Gerdie took. Enjoy.<br />
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If anyone else wants to buy me something in exchange for a short video of me being a shameless glutton, make me an offer. WILL EAT SPOONFULS OF MAYO FOR CASH. <br />
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No, no, I'm kidding. <br />
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Unless I actually do get a lot of lucrative offers. Then we'll see. <br />
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*Which is patently ridiculous because she's <i>seen</i> me do this with Chalet sauce on numerous occasions. She's also seen me eat Swiss Chalet butter on its own, scooping out the little plastic packets with my fingers. And drink the tiny containers of cream that come with other people's coffee, if the coffee drinker isn't using them. My relationship with condiments is...complex.<br />
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To my admittedly ignorant and untrained ear, he sounded like Kenneth from 30 Rock, so that's who I imagined for the rest of the call, even though I knew that this man was not in fact Kenneth at all.<br />
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The first step Not-Kenneth talked me through was to bypass the Screen of Death and gently coax the laptop to connect to the internet. A status bar came up on the screen, showing how far along the connection process was. It went <i>ludicrously</i> slowly. Like I think it took around 20 minutes for the laptop and router to "find" each other.<br />
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Meanwhile, I'm sitting there with Not-Kenneth on the line, just...silently watching my laptop's status bar not move. Feeling like a giant dork for not knowing how to make pleasant small talk to fill in the time. I guess Not-Kenneth wasn't being chatty either, but still.<br />
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So at around the twelve minute mark of this mostly-silent phone call, I decide that I can totally turn it around. I can be one of those casually chatty people! Why the hell not? I was gonna just adopt a whole new personality. A fun, vivacious, effortlessly social personality.<br />
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And so, in a light, conversational tone, I said "Y'know, the frustrating thing about this is that the laptop and router are sitting literally <i>inches away</i> from each other. I just wanna <i>make</i> 'em acknowledge each other, y'know? Just, like, mash 'em together like a little kid making her dollies kiss." And then I made a <i>blarrrrgh</i> sound, which I believe is Megalomaniacal Toddler-Speak for <i>dance, puppets, dance.</i><br />
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The customer service rep gave a tiny, panicked chuckle and the call lapsed into a whole new vibe I like to call Silence: Now With 3,000% More Awkwardness!<br />
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So <i>that</i> went well.<br />
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Orrrrrr, maybe this is a chicken/egg thing. Maybe corn on the cob <i>would</i> be a popular on-the-go food if cars had someplace to <i>put</i> it when you weren't holding it. Y'know? Like a cup holder, only smaller and maybe angled inward.<br />
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"What's this slot in your dashboard for, bro?"<br />
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"Oh, that? That's my corn hole."<br />
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Of course, as with cup holders, this aperture would probably become a repository for all kinds of random junk.<br />
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"I almost forgot, here's that comic book you lent me."<br />
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"I'm driving. Just roll it up and stick it in my corn hole."<br />
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"But there's already a couple of half-eaten Slim Jims in there."<br />
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And you know at some point someone would get pulled over for erratic driving and it would turn out that they were rummaging in their corn hole for a Tic Tac or something and not properly watching the road.<br />
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Hmmm. It's probably best that we <i>don't</i> promote corn on the cob as a travel snack.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-88773193794929230672013-05-03T13:01:00.000-04:002013-05-03T13:01:15.242-04:00A new and awesome hobby.Yesterday I was on a YouTube rampage and ended up watching videos of people hula hooping...which progressed to people doing these flowing, mesmerizing dances that <i>incorporated</i> hula hoops...which I then learned is an actual thing with a name: HOOP DANCING!<br />
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Obviously, it is imperative that I learn how to do this immediately. So I started researching, and this whole new world sprang into focus for me. Hoop diameters! Tubing diameters! PSI! Glitter tape and grip tape! You guys, did you know you can get hoops with LED lights in them?!?!? OMFG.<br />
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You can also get hoops that light on fire, but I'm not even letting myself <i>daydream</i> about using one of those. I'm a clumsy oaf and I do not want to add a hula hoop <i>and</i> fire to that equation. One or the other, but not both.<br />
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Anyway, I decided that I would procure a hula hoop, watch a bunch of hoop dance tutorials on YouTube, and practice the basic moves in the park for a while to see if I have any potential at this or what. If it turns out I'm not a total irredeemable spaz, I'll consider investing money in actual lessons.<br />
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So I researched hula hoops and it started looking like it was gonna cost me $50-$80 for one. Which is a terrifying amount of money to spend on a hobby I might end up sucking at, especially since my employment situation is a little...nonstandard.*<br />
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<i>But wait!</i> All is not lost! <a href="http://www.familyhoops.ca/#" target="_blank">Family Hoops</a> in The Annex has hoops on sale for $25!!! <br />
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Owner Kavita Matthews creates and sells the hoops in her own home, which is probably why the exact address isn't on their website. I contacted her to get that information and we set up a meeting for that afternoon. OMG you guys she's fantastic! She showed me the different sizes of hoops, explained the advantages of each, and let me try them so I could feel which kind worked best for me. <br />
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I've never hula hooped before, by the way - I tried <i>once</i> when I was a kid, but the hoop kept falling down so I gave up after a few tries. I have to say, a weighted hoop with grip tape on it does seem to make a difference! But also? Kavita took the time to give me some pointers. We ended up spending a good half hour in her side-yard while she coached me and showed me cool stuff, and by the end of it I could keep a hoop spinning around my waist for minutes at a time. I even learned that if the hoop starts to creep downward, I can kind of duck down and nudge it back up with my butt. <br />
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I don't know if I'll ever be able to do any super-fancy moves, but the amount of improvement I saw in that half hour certainly makes me want to keep practicing and see where it goes!<br />
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The hoop I picked out is striped with glittery and metallic tapes in shades of pink/red/fuchsia. The colours jumped out at me right away and, interestingly, that hoop was the one that worked best for me out of the several that I tried. This gorgeous sparkly pinky-purply hoop just felt like <i>mine</i> right away. I walked home with it slung over my shoulder, feeling like a total badass. <br />
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Kavita, thank you so much for your incredible customer service! Everyone else, go "like" <a href="http://Thank you, Kavita!" target="_blank">Family Hoops on Facebook</a> now!</div>
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*I bring in some money with my art, but mostly earn my income modelling for art classes...and the art schools are all closing down for summer vacation. Yikes.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-78267929037974162352013-03-09T14:32:00.000-05:002013-03-10T07:11:51.207-04:00So intense I had to share.This is a video of performance artist Marina Abramovic doing a piece where random people can come up to her and spend one minute sitting in silence with her. <br />
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Midway through the video, unbeknownst to her, her ex-lover Ulay shows up. Ulay and Abramovic shared an intense relationship back in the 70s, doing performance art out of the van where they lived together. When they realized the relationship was over they did one last performance piece: they walked the Great Wall of China starting at opposite ends, meeting in the middle for one last embrace - after which they parted ways, supposedly never to meet again. Until now.<br />
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I admit it - the second the two of them made eye contact I <i>totally lost my shit</i>. I didn't even realize it was possible to burst into tears that immediately, like a switch being flipped.<br />
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But <i>dude</i>. You can <i>see</i> the two of them finally getting proper closure on their relationship. You can see them let go of <i>thirty-odd years</i> of stored-up nostalgia - happiness and sadness and anger and regret - and <i>forgive </i>each other. All without saying a word. <br />
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Aww goddammit I'm crying again. Crying, and wondering whether The Boy and I can have a similar moment of catharsis at some point. I don't think we're there yet. But maybe someday.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-1998399149909139652013-02-18T10:00:00.000-05:002013-02-18T10:00:00.805-05:00Conversational Snippet #21: The Naked Truth.<i>I have just shown up to model for a life drawing class that has more than one instructor milling around. Instructor #1 tells me to start doing thirty-second poses, so I do. Once I've begun, Instructor #2 suddenly looks up from the drawings he's critiquing and notices I'm there. Note that this particular school is pretty informal, unlike some where there's a No Talking to the Model Unless Absolutely Necessary rule.</i><br />
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<b>Instructor #2:</b> Oh hi, Meredith! I didn't mean to ignore you. For some reason I totally didn't see you there until you started posing.<br />
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<b>Me [voice somewhat muffled because I'm in a hunched-over pose with my chin on my chest]:</b> My theory is that I'm so freakishly pale that the moment I disrobed, the <i>blinding beams of light</i> reflecting off my skin caught your attention.<br />
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<b>Instructor #2:</b> Yes! That's clearly what it is. Thank you for coming up with an explanation that doesn't just make me sound rude and oblivious.<br />
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<b>Me [still hunched over, still muffled]:</b> SCIENCE!!!!<br />
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<i>My life is awesome.</i>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-65191064102244054592012-12-03T13:07:00.001-05:002012-12-03T13:07:29.613-05:00Have you ordered your Glitter Bacon yet?For those of you who don't know, I make and sell <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4053429" target="_blank">Christmas ornaments that look like glittery bacon slices</a>. These make a wonderful Christmas gift or a wildly inappropriate Hanukkah gift.<br />
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Each slice is lovingly shaped out of cloth and plaster and painted by hand (the whole process takes about ten steps!), and the superfine gold holographic glitter is sealed right into the varnish so that shizz isn't going <i>anywhere</i>. The finished bacon comes nestled in an adorable turquoise gift box along with hooks for hanging and a little info card.<br />
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As you may know, <a href="http://www.shesaidpop.blogspot.ca/2012/11/the-she-said-pop-heartbreak-recovery.html" target="_blank">my boyfriend and I recently split up</a>. I had high hopes of us getting back together someday, but have recently had the two-part epiphany that a) our problems aren't going to magically disappear just because we're living apart and b) as long as I think there's a chance of us getting back together, I won't be able to mourn or move on; I'll be stuck in a miserable post-breakup limbo. So I know now that to move forward, I have to abandon all hope and face the fact that the relationship is <i>done</i>.</div>
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This painting is about accepting that my breakup with The Boy is final. Let's dissect the imagery and see what makes it tick, shall we?</div>
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<b>Birds mean love.</b></div>
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That painting with the black bird? Also a breakup painting (from a few years back). And here's a happy painting I did about love:</div>
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Yep, even though birds are exploding out of that lady's chest cavity and she doesn't look thrilled about it, it's still a happy painting. You can tell because:</div>
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This guy is walking away from bad treatment and into a bright future.</div>
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Here we have love (the bird) trying to revisit the past (left side of the canvas) against a pink background (heartbreak). The bird has been shot (presumably fatally, considering how its chest is exploding) by someone out of frame who had to have been facing the right side of the canvas (the future). The caption in the lower right corner (which you can't see in this close-up but if you scroll to the big pic at the top of the page it's there) is "now it's done."</div>
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This is totally a painting about me wanting things back the way they used to be - of wanting The Boy's love again - and (literally!) killing that thought so I can move forward. Funfact: if this painting were about me <i>not</i> <i>wanting</i> to get back together with The Boy, the bird would be black and the feathers on the arrow would probably be some happy, bright colour. And the background would probably be light blue (often - but not always - a happy colour for me) or apple green (often - but not always - a colour that represents being pissed off or vengeful).</div>
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One thing I can't figure out is why my brain told me, in no uncertain terms, that the background of this painting had to be all beaten up-looking (I'm not sure you can tell in the photos but I totally did "antique" the surface of the picture by painting the background onto a wood panel and then sanding the crap out of it). My subconscious is mysterious and very, very detail-oriented.</div>
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I hope you enjoyed this brief overview of the symbolism in my paintings. If you have any questions, feel free to ask 'em in the comments. Unless it's like 2082 and you're using this blog post to research your thesis on me for university, in which case OMG I GOT FAMOUS ENOUGH TO WRITE A THESIS ON, THAT IS SO COOL, and also, I won't be responding to your comments because I am dead.</div>
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-28935615542989459452012-11-05T14:07:00.000-05:002012-11-05T14:07:01.808-05:00The She Said Pop Heartbreak Recovery PlanSooooo, after much deliberation, The Boy and I have decided that cohabitation is not really working for us. He's moved into a new apartment and we're gonna take a break from each other for a while. Time to bust out my Heartbreak Recovery Plan!<br />
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Oh yes, there <i>is </i>a Heartbreak Recovery Plan. I followed the steps mostly by instinct or accident after my marriage went kerflooey in 2005, and after that I went through so much stupid shit out in the dating pool that I had lots of small opportunities to notice what I was doing to get over things, and to consciously realize why it helped. Now I have the recovery process pretty much down to a science.<br />
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In case you're curious, here's what I'm gonna do over the next few months to get back on my feet. The steps are more-or-less in order, although there's usually a lot of overlap between them:<br />
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<b>Wallow</b></h2>
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I am fully aware that breakups are a first-world problem. I got a widdle boo-boo on my heart? Who cares about that when there are so many actual important things to worry about, like cancer and animal abuse and Disney taking over the <i>Star Wars </i>franchise? <br />
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But...<i>I </i>care. Losing The Boy is a big deal to <i>me</i>, so I'm giving myself permission to wallow without feeling guilty or stupid. This may take the form of:<br />
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<li>Putting on my penguin jammies and watching old Garfield specials in the foetal position.</li>
<li>Listening to sad music.</li>
<li>Screaming "WHY, GOD? WHYYYYYYYYY?!?!?!?" while shaking my fist at the ceiling.</li>
<li>Crying until my entire head is a pulsating red snot balloon.</li>
<li>Making ludicrously dramatic and overblown pieces of art* (exaggeration is <i> cathartic, </i>yo! That painting up there? I made it after I had <i>one date</i> with a guy and he didn't call me).</li>
<li>Force-cuddling my cat, Birch, until he eventually struggles free and runs under the couch.</li>
<li>Eating an entire thing of Ben & Jerry's New York Superfudge Chunk on one sitting and spending the subsequent 72 hours on a massive sugar high, unable to sleep because my eyeballs are vibrating too loudly.</li>
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I'll rein in the pity party around other people, of course; nobody wants to hear someone drone on in painful detail about their dead relationship and the dissolution thereof. But when I'm by myself I'll be indulging the <i>shit</i> out of my inner drama queen. It's therapeutic.</div>
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Without The Boy here to make me feel special and loved, I need to make <i>myself </i>feel special and loved. Otherwise the withdrawal period will be <i>mighty harsh.</i> I plan to:<br />
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<li>Dress up sometimes, "just because."</li>
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<li>Take myself to fun places.</li>
<li>Spruce up the apartment with some new curtains and stuff.</li>
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It's good to let yucky feelings out, but in a weird way sadness can kind of feed itself - not unlike a car battery continually charging itself as it runs. I'll need to balance my moping and crying with a healthy dose of social time with friends and loved ones. And I'm gonna make sure most of that social time is spent actually having fun, not just whining about being sad.<br />
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I'll force myself to go places <i>without </i>my friends and loved ones, too. I went out by myself all the time the last time I was single, but when The Boy moved in with me I kind of forgot how. It's time to remind myself how good independence can feel.<br />
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Pursuing hobbies is a way of raising my self-esteem and happiness levels that <i>doesn't depend on anyone else</i>. I used to rely entirely on other people's compliments to feed my self-worth, but that sucked - it made me all clingy and insecure and passive-aggressive.</div>
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But if I throw myself into painting (or jewellery making or sewing or...), my technique will improve. The improvement will be tangible; I'll be able to see it with my own eyes, without needing anyone else to validate me. Plus, arts-and-crafts projects totally put me in my happy place, again without needing anyone else. And, y'know...at this point art is how I make a good chunk of my income, so I need to be doing that stuff anyway.</div>
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Once I've got a little distance and perspective, I'll start analyzing what actually went wrong in my relationship with The Boy. What qualities of his were problematic, and should I avoid people with those qualities in the future? What qualities of <i>mine</i> were problematic, and can I change them? What could I have done differently in the relationship? What ultimately caused this rift between us, and how can I avoid falling into the same pattern in the future? <br />
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I think of this step as "debugging" myself: optimizing my brain for my next relationship, whenever that should happen. It's not about becoming some kind of doormat Stepford wife, mind you. It's about eliminating bad habits and unhealthy thoughts while keeping my core personality intact.<br />
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I really can't imagine going on a date with someone new right now - it makes me feel a bit pukey, to be honest - but I suppose I'll want to get back on the horse at <i>some</i> point. Here's how I'll know I'm ready:<br />
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<li>When I'm past the "Why does anyone bother with dating when all relationships are doomed anyway" phase.</li>
<li>When the idea of meeting someone new sounds fun, not tedious.</li>
<li>When I'm able to imagine what I want in a partner without thinking in terms of "...like The Boy" or "...not like The Boy."</li>
<li>When I can hang out with a guy without constantly mentioning The Boy, thinking about The Boy or finding things in the new guy that remind me of The Boy (that one might take a little trial and error).</li>
<li>When I truly understand that my date is an individual: if he does something annoying, it's not because "OMG why do guys do that it's so annoying," it's because he, in particular, is being annoying. Yeah, maybe guys I've known in the past have done similarly annoying things, but it's a coincidence, not a conspiracy.</li>
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However, it should be said that the ultimate goal of my Heartbreak Recovery Plan isn't to get me to the point where I'm dating again - it's <i>to get me to the point where I feel happy and fulfilled as a single person</i>. That way it doesn't even matter if I find someone new - I'll be fine either way.<br />
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*By the way, if I don't make any sad bastard paintings in the next month or so, it means I'm trying to ignore my feelings instead of processing them and you should totally call me out on it.<i> </i>I'm serious. Feel free to comment on this blog post or my <a href="https://www.facebook.com/shesaidpop" target="_blank">Facebook page</a> going "WHERE ARE THE SAD PAINTINGS, MOTHERFUCKER?!"<br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-75533095236869360772012-10-08T14:45:00.001-04:002012-10-08T14:46:05.981-04:00Conversational Snippet #20: Oh great, now I crave hot dogs.<i>[The Boy and I are sitting on the bed, hanging out. As usual, he is naked. He has just made a horrible joke.]</i><br />
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<b>Me:</b> Arrrrrrgh that was <i>so awful</i>. I should give you a <a href="http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=wedgie" target="_blank">wedgie</a>.<br />
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<b>Boy:</b> But I'm <i>naked </i>so I'm immune. Ha!<br />
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<i>[I realize he thought I was going to try to reach through his legs and yank his junk up into his asscrack.]</i><br />
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<b>Me:</b> Ooooh. How delightfully evil. What would you even <i>call</i> that? An "atomic wedgie" is when you pull the back of someone's underwear right over their head...so<i> </i>what do we call <i>this</i>?<br />
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<b>Boy:</b> Armageddon wedgie? Uber-wedgie?<br />
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<b>Me:</b> I think we need to abandon the entire "wedgie" paradigm for this one. Ooooh! I have it! Pulling a guy's junk back through his legs and up his asscrack is...a "chili dog."<br />
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<b>Me:</b> ...Because you're putting the wiener and beans between the buns.<br />
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<b>Boy:</b> There is not enough facepalm in the world for what you just said.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-86754694330696910172012-09-07T15:52:00.003-04:002012-09-07T15:52:57.335-04:00$5 Custom Pet Portraits - get 'em while you can!!!Response to my <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4958676" target="_blank">$5 digital pet portraits</a> has been good so far! I've made over $200, which is a hell of a lot of drawings. I've loved every minute of it...<i>but</i>, I've discovered that these pet commissions take me longer than I'd initially predicted, so I'm basically making minimum wage at this. Often less.<br />
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Here are thumbnails of just <i>some </i>of the commissions I've done. Seeing them all in a row like this really makes me feel like I've accomplished something! </div>
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Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-26352225619329569832012-09-06T03:20:00.003-04:002012-09-06T03:20:53.330-04:00A Very Birchy UpdateIt's been almost a week since Birch had his dental surgery, and he's doing really well - he's eating crunchy food and everything.<br />
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The day of his surgery, Birch ended up being at the vet for about nine hours - I dropped him off at 10am and picked him up at 7pm. I think a lot of that time was just to allow him to recover from the anaesthetic afterward, though. Surely the procedure itself couldn't have taken more than a few hours.<br />
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The vet who did the surgery was really great - he called me in the middle of the procedure just to let me know that he was halfway done and Birch was doing okay. At that point, Birch had had three teeth pulled: two back teeth and one of his mighty fangs...<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">It's that fang, if you're curious. Which you can't see in this "before" picture anyway.</td></tr>
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...but that was just on the one side. The vet said there would probably be more to do on the other side.<br />
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When I came to pick Birch up, the vet gave me a thorough explanation of why the teeth needed to be pulled, and a bunch of information about cat teeth in general. Some people might be annoyed by this, but I like feeling like I know what's going on so I loved it*. The vet also gave me a little bottle of liquid pain killer to squirt under Birch's tongue** if he seemed to be in discomfort...and then, at long last, he brought my baby boy out so I could take him home.<br />
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Oh, also...they <i>saved </i>the teeth for me. :D<br />
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I guess the vet ended up pulling a fourth one after he called me..? For some reason I don't specifically remember him telling me the total number of extractions. At first I thought that tiny tooth was a fragment of the broken-looking one at the bottom there, but the pieces don't fit together so I guess the total comes to four.<br />
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Anyway, once we got home and I opened up the carrier, Birch jumped up on the couch for purrsnuggles pretty much immediately. I knew that he's a resilient boy, but I was still surprised by how totally normal he seemed. I mean, I left him with strange people <i>all day</i> - which I never do - and he was injected with knockout drugs and he surely must have woken up with confusion and mouth pain (also perhaps arm pain from the I.V. and throat pain from the tube they put down there). I figured at the very least he'd need to hide under the bed for a while once we got home, but no! He did sleep a lot (who could blame him?) but he did his sleeping out in the open, like on any other day.<br />
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And! I'd been afraid that his face would look different after having his teeth pulled, like maybe kinda caved in or something...<br />
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...But it doesn't. Although - I hasten to add - I would still think he was beautiful no matter what.<br />
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Around bedtime I endeavoured to give Birch some of that liquid pain killer, hoping it would help him sleep better. I think the process of getting the eyedropper into his mouth was more traumatizing than whatever pain he may have been in. He hid under the bed until morning and I decided not to give him more pain killer unless he was <i>really</i> acting miserable. <br />
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From that point onward, it was almost as if nothing had ever happened.<br />
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I mean, obviously I switched him from kibble to wet food for a few days. And for a while after the surgery, he couldn't really meow; when he tried, all that came out was a hoarse little quack. I mentioned this to a friend and she told me that animals (and people, too, I suppose) usually get a tube put down their throat during surgery, so maybe there was some irritation from that. Also, sometimes Birch would randomly make a really disgusting horking sound and then snort/sneeze a bunch of times. It pretty much seemed like he was moving snot (or...blood clots?) from one part of his head to another, but y'know what, it's probably just as well I don't know the details. At any rate, all of that stuff seems to be over now.<br />
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*I did <i>not </i>love hearing that Birch and I will probably have to go through this <i>again</i> every few years because his teeth and gums basically suck. But we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.<br />
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**You have no idea how badly I wanted to try putting it in his ear, instead. Any mucous membrane oughta do it, right?<br />
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<br />Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-8046384753620262992012-08-28T00:10:00.000-04:002012-08-28T13:02:05.480-04:00Caturday supplemental: it's almost time.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A friend of mine reminded me that animal-related charities often have ways of helping people in situations like mine. I contacted the rescue place where I originally got Birch and they kindly hooked me up with one of their veterinarians, who will do the dental stuff for me at a discount. Instead of the $800+ that my regular vet quoted me, this one will do the job for $300-$500. I booked Birch in for tomorrow morning and will continue selling <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4958676" target="_blank">$5 digital pet sketches</a> to try to offset the cost.</div>
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In the meantime, I'm supposed to be giving Birch 1/4 teaspoon of yellow vitamin goo (to boost his immune system) plus an antibiotic pill (to help fight his painful gum infection) every 12 hours. The vet said that both medicines have a pleasant taste and the pills are chewable, so there's a chance Birch might swallow it all straight-up without me having to trick or force him. </div>
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So then I started smushing his pill up and mixing that and the goo into some wet food (which he usually only gets on his <strike>birthday</strike> Birchday). I called this dish Ackbar Surprise, after Admiral Ackbar from Star Wars. </div>
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For a while I thought I'd come up with the perfect solution: putting a pill between my lips and blowing it directly into Birch's mouth. I'm always kissing him on the face so I figured he'd feel pretty comfortable with this. As comfortable as could be expected, anyway.</div>
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The first time I tried it, it worked <i>perfectly</i>. It was over in five seconds and Birch had no idea wtf had just happened. I felt like a ninja. Unfortunately, he's a pretty bright kitty with a decent memory, so the mouth-ninja technique never worked again. I won't immortalize what happened next with cutesy pictures. It was horrible. The Boy and I could barely manage to get a pill into the damn cat even with both of us holding him down - and even when we got one in his mouth, he'd repeatedly spit it out again. Also, it turns out Birch drools when he's really stressed out. Like, copiously. Strings hanging down. Choking sounds. The pill went in and out of his saliva-flooded mouth so many times that it began to dissolve and we had to unwrap another one. His fur was <i>soaked </i>with spit from his chin down to his chest.</div>
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When it was finally over, Birch hid under the bed. After a couple of hours, I went into the bedroom to check on him. The bed has stuff stored underneath it, so you can't just look under the edge and see him; you have to lift a corner of the mattress and peer through the slats to see which crevice he's hiding in. I was peering around the foot of the bed, calling Birch's name, and suddenly heard him making those spit-choking sounds from up near the head of the bed. He must have thought I was coming in to do something else horrible to him, and started fear-drooling. I lifted that end of the mattress and found him huddled in a ball with his fur all soaked again. He looked tiny and miserable and refused to make eye contact. He's never, <i>ever</i> acted like that before; never been afraid of me, never hid from me, never held a grudge against me.</div>
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I curled up on the bed and cried for a pretty long time. Eventually, The Boy convinced me to come out to the living room and let Birch chill by himself for a while. It took til 5am for Birch to forgive me - I woke to find him climbing up onto the bed to spoon with me (usually he assumes his place as The Littlest Spoon right when we're going to bed). By the time I got up for the day, he seemed pretty much back to normal.</div>
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I freely admit that today I said "fuck it" and didn't even try to give him his meds. Apparently the vet has a $50 injection Birch can take instead (one needle and it's the equivalent of him taking his pills for a week or something), and can I just say, it is <i>more</i> than worth it not to have to go through a trauma like last night again. Also, I wanted Birch to have a nice final-day-before-surgery** with me...just in case. It's not <i>common </i>for a cat (or dog or human) to have a bad reaction to general anaesthetic and die, but it does happen, and this has been weighing on my mind. So I gave Birch wet food with no medicine hidden in it, and I've been hugging and petting him a lot and telling him how much I love him.</div>
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So yeah. Tomorrow Birch gets his teeth cleaned, and probably at least one tooth extracted. After he recovers from that, his mouth will finally be un-sore for the first time in at least a year. So that's happy news!</div>
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*I'm not really making a profit on the art yet. Soon, I think. But not yet.<br />
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**I count this dental work as "surgery" because he'll have to be put completely under while they do it. And they'll very likely be pulling at least one tooth, so he's gonna be sore afterward.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-70280036798394722012-08-18T15:48:00.000-04:002012-08-18T15:51:28.185-04:00A Very Special Caturday Post - $5 Pet Sketches!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I just took Birch to the vet for his annual check-up. He tested positive for FIV - feline immunodeficiency virus. Basically, he has cat-AIDS.<br />
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At last year's check-up, they told me Birch had tartar buildup on his teeth and that his gums were all swollen and red. They recommended I get Birch's teeth cleaned (a veterinary procedure that requires them to knock him right out with anaesthetic) but said I might be able to avoid the expense by giving him special crunchy cat food designed to bust off all that tartar. So I've been sprinkling a handful of "crunchies" on his food every day for the past year.<br />
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Unfortunately, this time around the vet said his gums were <i>still </i>inflamed...and that this might indicate an immune system issue keeping him from fighting off the infection. She recommended I get him tested for FIV and feline leukemia. She also said that I <i>need </i>to get his teeth cleaned, and that this will cost a minimum of $800. If they find a lot of damage once they get in there, they might have to pull some or all of his teeth(!) and that will cost more.<br />
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The next day, the results of the blood test came in: Birch is FIV+ (but no leukemia, thank god!). The vet prescribed a two-week course of antibiotics to help him fight the gum infection, and also a tube of this weird vitamin supplement gel he's supposed to take twice a day to boost his immune system. I think she said I should give him the gel stuff every day for the rest of his life, but it's possible I misheard her due to being shaken up by the bad news. I was in a bit of a haze that morning.<br />
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So, to recap: Birch's mouth has been hurting for the past year or more(!) and he can't get better without expensive medicine and dental treatment. Also, although he otherwise seems totally healthy and normal <i>right now</i>, he has an immune deficiency: just like a human with AIDS, he's at risk of getting really, really sick if he so much as catches the sniffles. Luckily, Birch is an indoor kitty so he's not likely to be exposed to cat-colds or cat-flus - but I'm still anticipating that in the future he'll need medicine more often than a cat <i>without </i>immune issues. <br />
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I'm feeling sad. And freaked out. And I'm still jobless and living off my savings, so all of this is a big financial strain, too - which is why <b>I am now offering <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4958676" target="_blank">custom digital pet sketches</a> in my Artfire store for just $5 each. </b>You send me a good clear pet photo, I "cartoonify" that sweet li'l face and email you the result. Here are some examples:<br />
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You could use your custom sketch as a Facebook profile pic or a user icon on your blog! You could print it out and put it in a frame! You could use a site like Zazzle.com to put your custom sketch on a t-shirt, coffee mug, greeting card, etc.! As long as you're not making money off the image, I invite you to do <i>whatever you want with it</i>. IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITIES SRSLY.<br />
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I've gotten about 14 orders within the first two days of this project, thanks to some wonderful people sharing the link on Facebook and Twitter. Let's keep that momentum going! Please share this link with all the pet lovers in your life: <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4958676">http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/product_view/4958676</a> or submit it to Reddit or other, um, big...information-sharing...thingies (I'm kind of clueless about that stuff, as you can probably tell).<br />
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Here's some of the feedback I've gotten from my pet sketch customers:<br />
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<span style="background-color: #d0e0e3; font-family: inherit;">-<span style="line-height: 14px;">Two thumbs up from me! I sent two photos and quickly received two very nicely drawn pieces of art (which I will now affix to various household items such as mugs and coasters).</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: #d0e0e3;">-My cat picture turned out amazing! I'm gonna print it on a tote bag so I can take him with me everywhere I go. :)</span><br />
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Needless to say, <i>any </i>purchase from my <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/studio/SheSaidPop" target="_blank">Artfire store</a> will help my financial situation, so if you're not into pets but you like something else I'm selling, now would be an excellent time to buy. Just sayin'.<br />
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I'm gonna go hug my cat now.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-66348081338070565762012-08-04T00:58:00.000-04:002012-08-04T00:58:28.005-04:00I bet Da Vinci wanted to bang the Mona Lisa.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
I've been feeling kinda draggy and fatigued for a while - like to the point where I'm wondering if my thyroid's gone wonky and I'm planning on seeing a doctor - but today I managed to power through my draggy feelings <i>and </i>my whole fear-of-failure thing and paint a new sexy merman. Here are a couple of "progress shots" for those of you who are into that sort of thing:</div>
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I find myself really, really wishing this merman was real so he could lounge around in my bathtub giving me this exact come-hither look. And then I'd climb in with him and <i>hijinks would ensue</i>. I think these thoughts might mean I'm either into bestiality, intensely egocentric, or both...but I don't care. The painting is hot.<br />
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Stay tuned 'cause with any luck I'll have more hot mermen to show you soon!Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-64055488568357731172012-07-22T19:51:00.000-04:002012-07-22T19:54:06.868-04:00Adventures in Modelling, Part IIIn the few figure drawing classes I'd attended back in the day, the model did about a zillion poses ranging from thirty seconds in length to maybe ten minutes - the idea was that you had to draw the person <i>fast, </i>before they changed position, and this forced you to develop an eye for proportion and gesture. With a thirty-second pose, there was no time to get all fiddly over details; you just scribbled down the shape of their body as best you could. Classes like these happened one or two nights a week for six or eight weeks.<br />
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The class I just modelled for was different. It was an intensive week-long course where each student would end up with just one super-detailed drawing; my job was to sit in the exact same position <i>the entire time</i>. This is definitely not most people's idea of a good time, but I thought it sounded great! You guys, I spend like half my life sitting around naked! <i>Nobody </i>is better prepared for this job than I am!<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">But seriously, I have an insane competitive streak and a flare for self-discipline, so I was totally looking forward to the challenge of holding perfectly still. I would be the most motionless art model </span><i style="background-color: white;">ever.</i><span style="background-color: white;"> I'd be like a statue! A squishy, sweaty statue!</span><br />
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On Monday afternoon I showed up to the classroom a bit early, as instructor <a href="http://www.johnviljoen.com/home.html" target="_blank">John Viljoen</a> had requested, so we could decide on a pose before the students got there - something that I felt I could maintain for long periods without getting sore. I decided to just sit in the chair with my feet planted on the floor, my hands resting on my thighs, and my head more-or-less facing forward. John marked off where my feet would go and I tried my best to memorize the exact position of my head, back, and hands so my pose would be as consistent as possible.<br />
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Holding the pose was just as fun and challenging as I thought it would be...it was interesting to me to play around inside my head and think of different ways of keeping still and relaxed. Mostly I imagined that my body didn't exist anymore, or was made of rock or wood or metal, and let my mind wander. During the second or third posing session on Day One (John gave me breaks every twenty minutes or so) I actually fell asleep for a few minutes with my eyes open - I'd been so nervous the night before that I hadn't slept very well. <br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Thankfully, I did not twitch or drool.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">TWO different students told me this! <i>Squeeeeeeee!!!!!!</i></td></tr>
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I never once asked to take a break early (although I could have; John was very clear that I could cry "uncle" at any time), because staying completely motionless until told to move was the name of the game, and I was out to <i>win. </i>The occasional stiffness and pain became something to fight and conquer - it was a way of keeping things interesting. If posing were easy, it'd be <i>boring</i>.<br />
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And that's the story of my first gig as an art model. I never thought I'd stumble across a whole new career path this late in life - something I love and feel like I'm really <i>good </i>at - but there you have it! Turns out I'm a total prodigy at holding really really still. :D<br />
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Now: everyone go check out <a href="http://www.johnviljoen.com/home.html" target="_blank">John's website</a>! Especially his incredible <a href="http://www.johnviljoen.com/gallery/portraits.html" target="_blank">portraits</a>! Awesome, right?<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">A week from now - Sunday, July 29th - I'm gonna be selling original paintings, greeting cards, and other quirky artsy goodies in Kensington Market as part of their </span><a href="https://www.facebook.com/pages/Pedestrian-Sundays-in-Kensington-Market/128141573930920" style="background-color: white;" target="_blank">Pedestrian Sundays</a><span style="background-color: white;"> event. I'll be on Augusta Avenue between Dundas Street West and Wales Avenue. If you're in Toronto, you should totally come!</span>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-70396748862757896372012-07-20T23:30:00.000-04:002012-07-20T23:45:43.459-04:00Adventures in Modelling, Part IIf you've been reading this blog on a regular basis, you are no doubt aware that I quit a stable, steady, full-time office job over a year ago and have been living off my savings (and a slow trickle of money from selling my art) ever since. I've been talking about finding a new job for a while - something part-time, so I still have lots of time to paint - but I hadn't really found anything I thought I'd like. I still have enough savings left that I can afford to be picky, so I've been taking my time trying to figure out what I really want to do. <br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Why in the hell - you may ask - would someone with shyness and anxiety issues ever voluntarily be naked in a room full of people?</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Well, here's the thing about figure drawing classes: they're</span><span style="background-color: white;"> not about <i>judging </i>the model's body, just </span><i>seeing </i>it<i> - </i>analyzing <span style="background-color: white;">the body's curves and angles and light and shadow so you can accurately capture its form on paper. I've taken a few of these classes in my day and the models were very much presented as "here is a human body for you to draw" (not "hey look, everyone! It's a naked person! WOOOOOO!!!!!") and the models were just regular people of all shapes and sizes. And there are always a lot of rules to make sure the models feel respected and safe, like you have to refer to body parts by their official names ("breasts," not "funbags") and nobody but the instructor is allowed to speak to the model while they're posing. So yeah, people would be looking at me, but they'd be on their very best behaviour and I wouldn't have to interact with them unless I felt like it. Try getting <i>that </i>in a retail job! </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Plus, I love that I'd be helping people to understand human anatomy, just like <a href="http://www.shesaidpop.blogspot.ca/2012/01/in-praise-of-skinny-men.html" target="_blank">The Boy</a> (and all those figure models from days of yore) did for me; it feels like good karma. And it would be <i>so great</i> for my work life and life-life to finally be aligned - everything dedicated to <i>art</i>. No more awkward balancing act of Real Me vs. Corporate Me.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">So, my decision was made: I would pursue part-time work as an artists' model. I would pursue the <i>fuck </i>out of it. I emailed pretty much every art school within commuting distance of my house and said I was available to model if they needed someone (I didn't tell you guys at the time because I wanted to wait until something actually <i>happened</i>) and, long story short, someone finally replied! I just finished a week-long modelling job! And...I really, really liked it!</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">TO BE CONTINUED...</span>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-36853579027603379082012-07-05T21:42:00.000-04:002012-07-05T21:51:28.291-04:00Some recent paintings.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
I've finished a couple of paintings over the last month or two, and I just realized I forgot to post 'em here. So, strap yourself in and prepare for some eye candy!</div>
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I thought I'd let you guys have a rare look at a work in progress. I feel weirdly exposed showing you a raw half-finished painting, but it's also kind of cool to see all that semi-realistic detail fading away to solid blocks of colour. Or at least, I think it's cool. Maybe you will, too.</div>
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So anyway, here's a picture I took midway through my most recent painting - a shark/merman/businessman type guy that I finished mere hours ago.</div>
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I'm sure you're probably heartbroken by the lack of abdominal muscles. Don't worry, he gets them eventually! Tons and tons of them, actually. I just saved them for last because they're my favourite bit to paint. It's like the dude's face, arms and tail are my "veggies" and once I've finished those, I get to reward myself with a big ol' sixpack of "dessert."</div>
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Yeah, that's right, I'm objectifying this hot corporate merman. I'm objectifying the <i>shit </i>out of him. And I won't apologize. :D</div>
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And here he is all finished up, abs and all. Plus I added a tie. It amuses me to imagine that a) the ocean floor has office buildings and b) the mer-people working in these buildings go about their business naked except for one small concession to professionalism like a tie or maybe a wristwatch.</div>
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Here's a painting of a different kind of ocean humanoid, finished a little over a week ago. I got to wondering why mermaids are always part fish rather than some other sea creature, and it suddenly struck me that a jellyfish "bell" looks kind of like those <a href="https://www.google.ca/search?q=gothic+lolita+skirt&hl=en&safe=off&prmd=imvns&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=ITn2T-mIA4fq0gGY3-XRBg&ved=0CDwQ_AUoAQ&biw=1280&bih=709#hl=en&safe=off&tbm=isch&sa=1&q=gothic+lolita+tutu&oq=gothic+lolita+tutu&gs_l=img.3...48431.50125.0.50531.9.5.0.4.0.0.141.616.0j5.5.0...0.0.QwB0WFZSpHU&pbx=1&bav=on.2,or.r_gc.r_pw.r_qf.,cf.osb&fp=5be8b51c6ba7ced1&biw=1280&bih=709" target="_blank">gothic lolita tutus</a> the kids wear. And so I painted this:</div>
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Funny story: when The Boy was taking reference photos of me for this one, he felt that I was being too stiff (that would be because I hate having my picture taken). "You're a jellyfish!" he yelled at me. "Swirl! Swirl!" So there are like forty pictures of me standing in the front hall in a corset while flailing my arms around over my head. After all of that, I still ended up going with the pose I'd first pictured in my head - a sort of ballerina-ish "look at my pretty skirt" pose - but the version The Boy took <i>after </i>all the flailing did look much more relaxed and naural than the initial attempt, so all that swirling must have helped.</div>
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And finally, here's something completely different: Star Trek fan art! I finished Pin-Up Spock ages ago and posted him on my <a href="https://www.facebook.com/shesaidpop" target="_blank">Facebook page</a> but totally forgot to show him off here on my blog:</div>
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I think my favourite part of this painting is the subtle little glimpse of Vulcan nutsack. Either that, or the fact that I bulked up the arms and legs a tad from the original photo (which The Boy posed for) because I don't envision Spock being quite that slender. Yeah, you read that right: The Boy is <i>even thinner, </i>somehow, than what you see here. I'm gonna start calling him my Trophy Waif. </div>
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FYI I was going to add the caption "This undergarment is highly illogical" to this painting but there wasn't room. That's totally what this painting is about, though: sexy almost-naked Spock going "WTF? This g-string gives me neither coverage nor support."</div>
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Oh, also, a few days ago I finished a painting of post-apocalyptic monsters falling in love. But I haven't taken any pictures of that one yet so I'll save it for next time.</div>
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I hope you guys liked these paintings! I'm actually hoping to make the Spock one part of a series...preferably a series of <i>four</i>, so I can easily convert it into sets of magnets or postcards. But what should the other three paintings be? More Spock? Or each a different hot young Star Trek dude? Tell me what you think in the comments, you lustful nerdlings, you!</div>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-59901316483835892632012-06-26T11:19:00.003-04:002012-06-26T11:19:33.594-04:00Conversational Snippet #19: No Me Gusta<i>The Boy and I are walking home from the grocery store.</i><br />
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<b>Me: </b>Is...is that ice cream truck playing <i>La Cucaracha</i>?!*<br />
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<b>Boy: </b>Oh my god, it <i>is</i>! That is totally an 8-bit** version of <i>La Cucaracha</i>.<br />
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<b>Me: </b>Maybe they've had a bunch of health code violations and they're trying to subtly warn us.<br />
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<b>Boy: </b>Maybe!<br />
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<b>Me <i>[in a cheesy "little kid" voice]</i>: </b>"Gosh, Mister, this ice cream is great! What are these crunchy bits?"<br />
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<b>Boy: </b><i>*Gags*</i><br />
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<b>Me: </b>BAH HA HA HA I WIN!!!!!!!!<br />
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*It's <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKhZL-FuS1o" target="_blank">this song</a>. "Cucaracha" is Spanish for cockroach.<br />
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**8-bit music is basically what all the 80s video games had. Very simple, plinky-and-beepy-sounding synthesizer tunes. Now people sometimes cover <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CT8t_1JXWn8&feature=related" target="_blank">more recent music</a> in that style for fun. It's kind of awesome.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-62037632714651155672012-06-19T21:49:00.003-04:002012-06-19T22:00:04.948-04:00Diary of a Trailblazer: Roncy Rocks!This past Saturday I sold my wares at Roncy Rocks!, a street festival stretching all up and down Roncesvalles Avenue and onto a bunch of side streets.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">I have cured my habit of standing with my hands behind my back. Now my customers won't subconsciously fear being stabbed anymore! Yay!</td></tr>
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My designated area was right next to a stage that had musical acts and stuff all day. I thought perhaps this would be a good thing because the performances would draw people in the direction of my table. Turns out that while singing and dancing <i>do </i>attract people, those people just beeline for the stage to watch the festivities. They do not typically stop along the way to look at what the vendors are selling. Also, I really need to be able to <i>communicate </i>with the people who stop by my booth - which I already knew, but which became even more obvious when I was trying to scream factoids about my art at people over the loud music. I did enjoy the performances themselves, but if I take part in Roncy Rocks! again - or in any other festival with music scattered around - I'll make sure I'm located a bit further away from the action!<br />
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I've also made a mental note to bring something next time to hold down the edges of the tablecloth so it doesn't flap all over the place in the wind. I have some plain magnets that would probably work well for this - I can stick them to each other through the tablecloth so they weigh it down. And OMFG I will <i>never again</i> try to lug all my merchandise to a venue in one big wheely-suitcase. Those tiny plastic wheels are made for airport floors, not bumpy sidewalks and <i>certainly </i>not the steep stairs to The Boy's and my apartment. I swear my arms are five inches longer today than they were last Friday.<br />
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And I think maybe my booth has too <i>much</i> for sale in it - cards <i>and </i>original art <i>and</i> necklaces <i>and</i> magnets <i>and </i>trinket boxes <i>and</i> postcards - and it might be overwhelming for people. I'm considering paring things back a little bit in the future, maybe down to just cards, original art, and magnets. What do you guys think? Is a lot of variety a good thing or is it better to focus in on just a few choice items? Please let me know in the comments!<br />
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Despite the slight setback of being located right next to the stage, I still managed to sell some stuff and to have some great little chats with people who really dug my work. A few folks eagerly asked me if I sell my stuff anywhere else, so I got to plug my stall at the <a href="http://www.artsmarket.ca/" target="_blank">Arts Market</a>, which is awesome! I've been told by more experienced artsy friends that lots of people who don't buy something from you at a craft fair <i>will</i> buy something <i>later</i>, and indeed there does seem to be a pattern emerging of people asking about me at the Arts Market soon after I've been selling my stuff elsewhere. Craft fairs are almost as much about <i>advertising </i>your stuff as they are about <i>selling </i>it - I think of it as leaving a trail of business card "bread crumbs" so people can find me later on when they're ready to buy. :D<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">I'll leave you with this photo The Boy took of a cute kitty who was slinking all around on Saturday morning, investigating everyone's tables while we set up for the festival. The kitty refused to acknowledge our existence in any way, but took a liking to a random piece of string hanging off the underside of our table.</span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">He reminds me of Birch...but pretty much every black and white cat reminds me of Birch.</td></tr>
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p.s. Boy, if you're reading this, let me just tell you again how fucking <i>spectacular </i>you are. I don't know where I'd be without your pep talks, your merchandising skills, your upper body strength, and your willingness to watch my table while I go to the bathroom. Thank you. <span style="color: #e06666;"><3<3<3</span>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-77502476993382594032012-06-01T22:54:00.000-04:002012-06-01T22:54:01.600-04:00Totally TMI.So, remember my sunburn from the last entry?<br />
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Yesterday I was lazing around in bed, Googling dumb crap on my laptop, and I noticed that the burned area on the right side of my chest looked and felt bumpy, like it had a zillion teeny-tiny blisters. A few minutes later I absent-mindedly scratched an itch there...and a little edge of thin, white, dead skin peeled up. Just a tiny, wispy little pull-tab. Taunting me. So naturally I had to see if I could pull off that entire patch of sunburn in one unbroken sheet.<br />
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I succeeded.<br />
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But I guess those tiny bumps <i>were</i> blisters, and the dead peeling layer of skin is what was sealing them in, 'cause when I peeled it off the skin underneath was <i>wet</i>.<br />
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You're welcome.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-64568318587945994892012-05-28T18:47:00.002-04:002012-05-28T19:39:01.937-04:00Diary of a Trailblazer: My First Craft Fair!So, I know I haven't written here in a long time, and I'm sorry to have neglected you guys. But there's a reason I've been incommunicado: I got in as a vendor at the May 27th <a href="http://www.craft.on.ca/index.php?a=Events.event_detail&id=797" target="_blank">Kensington Art Market</a>!<br />
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I've never sold my stuff to people <i>in person</i> before - just <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/studio/SheSaidPop" target="_blank">online</a> and in a <a href="http://www.artsmarket.ca/" target="_blank">consignment store</a> - so I had a <i>lot</i> of preparing to do, both physically and mentally. I've spent the past few weeks running on a heady cocktail of fear, excitement, and too much chocolate as I dashed around buying supplies and making stuff to sell and rehearsing imaginary conversations with customers. I probably only slept for twenty minutes total in the last fourteen days, but I'm pleased to report that the Kensington Art Market went well, I had fun, and I have all kinds of tips and experiences to share with you!<br />
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First off, you may remember that I have some issues with <a href="http://shesaidpop.blogspot.ca/2011/01/in-which-i-totally-fail-at-networking.html" target="_blank">shyness</a> and <a href="http://www.shesaidpop.blogspot.ca/2011/05/more-advice-for-entrepreneurs.html" target="_blank">anxiety</a>. On one hand, I know that I need to actively <i>sell</i> my stuff at an art fair, not just skulk behind my table avoiding eye contact; on the other hand, I often get befuddled and don't know what to say to people. Small talk is...not a thing I do. So I've been pretty nervous, wondering if I could rise to the challenge of talking to strangers all day. That was actually my single biggest concern in this whole thing.<br />
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Guess what? I did pretty well! When I was angsting about all of this ahead of time, I'd forgotten a key point: I wouldn't be making small talk out of the blue, with no common ground - I'd be talking to people who were looking at my art. The art is the common ground! So basically my old customer service habits kicked in and I'd engage people by telling them random little facts about whatever they were looking at. Everyone I talked to was super nice and seemed interested in what I had to say. Some people even gushed about how much they loved my art, and Art Market organizer Rupert Young even said, unprovoked, that my table looked great and I must've done a bunch of these shows before, so by closing time I think I was floating a few inches off the ground. :)<br />
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And, can I just say, for a socially awkward dork I'm quite exquisitely attuned to people's body language; it was easy to tell when someone was open to conversation and when they really just wanted to browse around quietly. I hate pushy salespeople and never ever want to be one, and I'm confident that I came across well in that regard, so yay.<br />
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Having said that, I do wonder whether I should've stepped up my game a bit. There's got to be a middle-ground between "Hi! Here is some stuff for you to look at" and "What do I have to do to get <i>this painting</i> in <i>your house</i> <b>today</b>?" and I'd like to find it. If anyone out there is a retail champion who knows how to "ask for the sale" without being a total pushy bastard, please leave your tips in the comments. Thanks!<br />
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In other news, it was a great learning experience to see which items people were drawn to the most. In this particular venue my greeting cards were the best seller by far, so I'm gonna come up with more card designs for next time so my customers get more variety - and maybe try offering postcards or prints, too!<br />
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The Boy, btw, was invaluable in helping me get through the day smoothly. I knew that merchandizing was one of the things he did in his last day-job, but I'd never seen him in action before - throughout the day he'd periodically come around to the customer-side of my table, peer thoughtfully at my display for a minute, and make some minor shift that caused choirs of angels to sing and the whole display of merchandise to just...<i>make sense</i>. I mean, I'm a visual artist - I have a good sense of balance, colour, etc., and can arrange items in a fairly pleasing way. But The Boy has <i>mad skillz </i>and it was amazing to watch him deploy them. Turns out he also knows a bunch of little psychological tricks that are good for selling; he told me, for instance, that it I'd draw in more customers if I <i>stood </i>behind my table instead of using the provided chair. Something about seeming more attentive and energetic, I think. He also thought I should stand with my hands lightly clasped in front of me (instead of behind my back, like I'm doing in every damn photograph from that day) but the pose didn't feel natural to me - my hands kept sneaking behind my back again. I'll have to work on that.<br />
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Overall, I'm pretty pleased with myself: considering this is my first time selling in a festival/trade show/whatever, I think I did pretty well on all fronts. There <i>is </i>one thing I wish I'd done differently, though. When I applied to be in this festival, I decided one of the things I'd sell is decorated wooden boxes (you know, for jewellery and knicknacks and whatnot). I was thinking people might be more likely to spend money on something functional than on a purely decorative piece of art that just hangs on the wall.<br />
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The thing is, I'd never decorated a wooden box before. There ended up being a bit of a learning curve, and I lost some valuable prep time redoing the first couple of boxes I made when I realized I should've used a different sealant. So my biggest tip for my fellow craftspeople is this: when you're on a deadline, <i>stick with what you know</i>. Even if you have a super-cool idea that you think will make a ton of money, put it on the back burner and use your time and energy to make stuff you can slam out without thinking about it. Experiment with the new thing <i>after </i>your show, when you have time to perfect it. Then you can unveil it at the <i>next </i>show.<br />
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More things I learned from the Kensington Art Market:<br />
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-The tape and scissors I brought with me were a godsend. I think I'll prepare an emergency bag to take to all trade shows: it will contain tape, scissors, string, pens and some paper (and probably other things that will occur to me during future trade shows). Better to have it and not need it than need it and not have it, as they say!<br />
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-Packing needs to be a priority for me, especially since I don't have a car. The Boy and my amazing friend Molly were kind enough to help me schlep my stuff on public transit, but I'd really like to trim things down until I'm totally self-sufficient, if I possibly can. I'm gonna have to investigate racks and displays that fold flat and figure out how to Tetris all my products into the most compact and unbreakable package possible. <br />
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-I need to point out my stack of business cards and encourage people to take them! I had a lot of people at my table who seemed really interested in what I do, but didn't buy anything that day...and walked away without my contact information. *Facepalm*.<br />
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-Pop-up gazebos and tabletop patio umbrellas cost a chunk of money, but I should take the plunge anyway. I got a really damn painful sunburn yesterday (apparently SPF 30 sunblock is not adequate for my freakishly white complexion). Actually, if I were sheltered from the sun at outdoor art shows, I could stop buying sunscreen and therefore a gazebo or umbrella would eventually pay for itself.<br />
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-I got maybe one sale per hour for the first half of yesterday, and started to feel pretty discouraged, but then things picked up a <i>lot</i>. From now on I won't start speculating on whether an event was a success until it's actually over!<br />
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-Next time I do this (which is July 29th, btw - I enjoyed this instalment of the Kensington Art Market so much that I signed up for the next one! Mark your calendars!) I'm gonna put a few bottles of water in the freezer the night before and bring them with me. This seems like a better plan than bringing one bottle of tapwater with me and having to seek out a drinking fountain for refills, like I did this time!<br />
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-I'm also gonna use a tablecloth next time to hide all the stuff I stowed under my table! I didn't realize how messy and distracting it was until I got home and looked through The Boy's photos.<br />
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So, okay, I know you're all dying to know whether I made a heap of money at this thing, or what. Let me set up my answer with an anecdote:<br />
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One time, I was talking to a guy who told me - with obvious pride - that his wife had recently run in a marathon. I asked how she did and he said "she finished!" which momentarily threw me off because I was expecting him to give me an actual <i>number</i>, like "she came in fourth!" or something. Since I'm the least athletic person ever, I didn't realize that people<i> </i>don't generally run marathons with the goal of beating all the other participants, they run marathons to improve on their own personal best.<br />
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Starting a business is a marathon: it's an endurance sport, not a flashy fast-paced one, and the concept of "winning" is not cut-and-dried. To be perfectly frank, the money I brought in from selling my stuff yesterday doesn't cover the amount I spent on my registration fee, let alone what I spent on materials, display stuff, and shopping bags. But it's more money than I expected to bring in, the display stuff and shopping bags are a one-time purchase* that I can keep on using for the forseeable future, and my artsy friends who've done similar festivals tell me that if I keep getting out there and making a name for myself, I'll probably start selling more and more stuff at each event I attend.<br />
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In short: I didn't make a profit, and I likely won't get to the profit-making stage for a while, but I'm still in the marathon and still beating my previous bests. I declare yesterday a WIN.<br />
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*It's a package of 500 bags. I mostly sell smallish things that people can just stick in their purse. It's gonna be a <i>long</i> time before the bags run out.<br />
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By the way, I tend to update <a href="https://www.facebook.com/shesaidpop" target="_blank">my Facebook page</a> more regularly than this blog (I totally forgot to mention the Kensington Art Market over here until now, for instance, but I told my Facebook fans about it ahead of time), so you might want to head over there and "like" me if you haven't already!Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-35686221081212585912012-04-11T09:16:00.001-04:002012-04-11T09:16:00.311-04:00Good Will Humping<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">The Boy and I recently had a Robin Williams movie night: we rented Good Will Hunting and One Hour Photo*.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">During One Hour Photo, The Boy had to pee so I paused the DVD for him. When he came back, he stood next to the tv and did a gyrating, lascivious naked dance. Initially, I assumed he was trying to seduce me. Then I realized that a) he was flapping his penis at the tv screen, not at me and b) he had deliberately positioned himself so his flapping penis was right in paused-Robin-Williams' eyeline.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I was laughing so hard I could barely manage to wheeze out the words "I...need to...blog this...!!!!" The Boy obligingly stopped flapping long enough to take a photo of the tv screen so I could make this visual aide for y'all:</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</tbody></table><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><span style="text-align: left;">Robin Williams' eyes are not as visible in this photo as they were in real life, but trust me, he </span><i style="text-align: left;">is</i><span style="text-align: left;"> looking down and to the left. </span><span style="text-align: left;">The Boy lined things up </span><span style="text-align: left;">perfectly</span><span style="text-align: left;">. It was epic.</span><span style="text-align: left;"> </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">And let's take a closer look at Robin Williams' expression, shall we?</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">He seems deeply mistrustful of The Boy's swinging, twirling junk. Or possibly the junk is making him really sad. Maybe the slappity sounds of The Boy's frenzied undulations brought back poignant memories of a long-deceased family dog who used to flap its ears, and now Robin Williams is meditating on the fragility of life and the fact that eventually, everyone we love - canine or human - will die.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I mean,<i> I </i>feel nothin' but joy when The Boy does one of his naked dances. But there's no accounting for taste.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">*<span style="text-align: left;">One Hour Photo is fascinating, by the way. Williams gives an <i>amazing </i>performance unlike anything else I've ever seen him in, and the script and direction are really tight...and yet overall the movie comes off as a totally unremarkable thriller, which is a shame. </span></div>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-35031497616734337512012-04-07T20:37:00.000-04:002012-04-07T20:37:08.178-04:00Cat Lesson #3: Cats are Secretive Bastards.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgywK2ZSZt2ceKD1NxR-21cHE8ncDpiRbo7i2hmH565wMYC7pVRhjs8mVRg5rCyMIQauzSZCM64-z2_noAMcpFcnijw3lsfe06TnxDWkWckDlenA3HUZlgZHduaR1BV34kbcKIXZxlxZ67n/s1600/caturday.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgywK2ZSZt2ceKD1NxR-21cHE8ncDpiRbo7i2hmH565wMYC7pVRhjs8mVRg5rCyMIQauzSZCM64-z2_noAMcpFcnijw3lsfe06TnxDWkWckDlenA3HUZlgZHduaR1BV34kbcKIXZxlxZ67n/s320/caturday.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I read somewhere that wild animals will usually eat their own vomit so predators don't find it and realize there's sick, weak prey in the area. I've never seen a housepet do this, though, so I assumed that the barf-eating instinct must have faded away over centuries of domestication. After all, when you live in a household with a bunch of doting humans, you don't wanna <i>hide </i>your illness from them, you wanna flaunt it so they can snuggle and spoil you*.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Well, it seems I was not entirely correct in my theory. No, Birch doesn't eat his puke - but he tries to <i>bury</i> it! I picked some socks up off the floor one day and found a pile of rapidly cooling Chunky Kibble Surprise underneath. Since that day I've actually witnessed him throw up and then immediately try to scrape something over the mess (or just compulsively and repeatedly scrape the bare floor).</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">So, okay, I guess some domesticated animals still have the instinct to cover all traces of sickness. I get that. But the thing is? Birch does the same thing with his food and water! Sporadically, for no reason at all, he'll finish eating/drinking and then shove any available floor clutter into his bowls to cover up the leftovers. I've had to pick grocery receipts out of his water on several occasions. Once, he rolled a big ball of yarn in there.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Birch is our only pet; there are no other animals in the house. Who, then, does he think he's hiding his food and water from? Is he concealing it from me - the person who decided to put his dishes there in the first place - or from The Boy, who's in charge of keeping the dishes filled on a daily basis? It's a mystery.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">*I may be projecting here.</div>Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8873695503431403227.post-33469358742838789982012-04-07T00:11:00.001-04:002012-04-07T00:13:28.579-04:00Diary of a Trailblazer: Quitiversary!Holy crap, I just realized it's April 6th - which means it's been <i>over a year</i> since I <a href="http://www.shesaidpop.blogspot.ca/2011/03/huge-news.html" target="_blank">left my day job</a> to focus on painting! <br />
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When I first quit, I had no idea my savings would last this long. I mean, I thought there was a <i>chance </i>I'd still be a full-time artist in a year's time, but only if I were making a good chunk of money each month from said art. But frankly, I'm not making too terribly much yet and what I do make goes right back into buying more supplies*. The money I pay my monthly expenses with? Pure nest egg, baby!<br />
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How have I made my money last this long, you ask? I credit two things: happiness and hermit...ness. <br />
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Happiness, because I love my life so much that I don't often feel a need to "reward" myself with trinkets and goodies like I did when I was devoting like twelve hours a day to my office job**. I mean, it was a very nice office job, don't get me wrong - great atmosphere, great people, opportunities for advancement, etc. - but I've always felt that full-time work takes up a cruelly ridiculous amount of time. We shouldn't have to sacrifice our lives in order to maintain our livelihood! And so I'd get out of work bummed that I had so little time to do the things that really matter to me, and I'd find solace in a $4 chocolate bar or a $400 pair of boots. (Okay, the $400 boots only happened once. But still!).<br />
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Hermit-ness, because being a homebody means I spend almost no money on restaurant meals, movie or nightclub admission, or (and this is the key difference between now vs. before) even <i>laundry</i> - I can easily stay in my pajamas for a week at a time vs. the old days when I wore a different office-appropriate outfit every day. And since I'm not out in the world that much, I don't have a chance to see things in stores and <i>want</i> them. I don't think I've bought a single new item of clothing in the past year except a bulk pack of socks, and that's only because my previous socks were getting threadbare. Being a dorky loner has been <i>great</i> for my budget.<br />
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But I think I should start looking into having an income again***. A part-time job, maybe, or temping...something that'll make my remaining money last longer while still leaving time for me to paint (and list paintings on <a href="http://www.artfire.com/ext/shop/studio/SheSaidPop" target="_blank">Artfire</a>, and hang paintings at the <a href="http://www.artsmarket.ca/" target="_blank">Arts Market</a>, and make paintings into necklaces and magnets and prints and greeting cards to sell also, and blog about it all to you guys!).<br />
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TO THE RESUME UPDATEMOBILE!<br />
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*The best advice for entrepreneurs that I've ever heard: if you're gonna go into business for yourself, pick a field you love so much you'd do the work for free - because for the first long while, <i>you will be</i>.<br />
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**Only eight hours at the actual job, but then there's the commute time to and from work, doing laundry in order to look presentable at work, making lunch so I'll have something to eat at work, etc.<br />
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***Upon reflection, I probably shouldn't have shaved most of my head recently. Hindsight.Meredithhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09594205150376979594noreply@blogger.com1